BACK ON TRACK

I’ve been back on my wheelchair racing practice routine, and it feels great. I can feel myself breathing better and stronger everyday. My times have not improved much since my last post, because I’ve been working on my endurance for long distances, but I feel that it’s going to make me a better athlete. Judy, Hope and I have been going to the beach where they have a sidewalk that goes on for miles. They sit on the beach and walk around the shops while I go off on my practice routine. Every once in awhile, I’ll pass another handcycler and smile – I can truly say that I know what there thinking when they pass by...you would also, if you were in my situation.

I’m sure you’ve noticed (if you’ve been reading my blog updates) that paralysis is not just a physical condition, it’s a complete state of mind. I always feel confused about my life and what I can give to the world as a paraplegic. We really all just have to stop being so demanding of ourselves. Do you think that people who can walk are confused about life and their own worthiness? Of course they are, but when you are paralyzed, you have a lot more time and solitude to think about it.

If it wasn’t for my family, I don’t even think I would have started this blog. It’s only because of their love and dedication that I even had the desire to share my life on the Internet and hopefully help others in my situation. I know I usually end my posts mentioning the power of love, and I will continue to do so. I can only hope that most of you know how it feels.